Wednesday, July 16, 2008

i can't seem to see myself

Here I sit at yet another summer crossroads. I wonder how I got here, but then I think & it all comes rushing back to me. My ever growing need to stick to my goals. There is no bending. There is no breaking. Until three months later when forced. There are ways of cheating. Do not think I won't take full advantage of them.

I feel connected again. To the person I used to be, to the person you are. It all seems to make a little more sense now & I welcome it. I feel young again. I feel as though I'm capable of accomplishing something more. Anything.

I used to have more. Now my mind is empty.

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