emotionally turbulent would be a cautious term for this weekend. i don't even want to think about how i'm feeling. every time i get used to life being a certain way it changes, each time throwing me for a loop. so i sway to the music & let it engulf me. life's easier this way.
i need to go shopping, but i still haven't gotten the chance. instead i wait for the weird noise in the speakers, alerting me to the pizza man's presence. i really am a student. a messy, lazy, procrastinating to the very last minute kind of student. i'm that girl who always has an energy drink in her hand and boyfriend on the mind.
i don't know what's happening. i don't know what i'm thinking or feeling right now & i don't anticipate it getting any clearer any time soon.
when does it start being decided that someone is grown up? I'm definitely not grown up, yet some believe i am. i'm still trying to figure out who i am, where i belong. how can you say that something isn't like me, when i don't even know who that is? experimentation... that's what time of my life it is.
work. school. work. school. work. work. break. rinse. repeat.
Sunday, June 1, 2008
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