summer experiences are learning ones. different, fun, & full of surprises. sure it's new. everything's new right now. i have no constants. to say it throws me off balance is an understatement. to say i'm often confused is another.
my words won't go together properly. i can't think right this early, yet i'm wide awake. the thoughts are jumbled, mixed in with who knows what's up there. getting stuck inside my head tends to be a common problem. i can never find the way out once i've dug myself deep.
don't talk to her like that.
my thoughts jump around far too often for these. nothing ever makes sense unless you're me. which you're not. why do i bother?why do i bother with a lot of things? i get myself down & wonder if dreams are hopeless. ambitions useless. what am i willing to sacrifice for them? how far will i push myself?
y'know, i'd love to talk to you, but you never answer my messages, e-mails, comments. i wonder why. what are you hiding? why do you hate me? why do you lie so blatantly? why can't you be there for me like you say you are.
i give up.
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