Sunday, February 24, 2008

it'll be different now. more than ever before.

So here we come to the end. Just over 60 days to the end of one era & the beginning of another. I wonder if this time ruined us somehow. So tense, yet so distant. Overwhelming frustration flows through my veins. Breathe. Breathe.

Stuck at the top of a hill, I panicked. Breathing became more & more difficult. Every stress & frustration flashed before me. Everything bothering me came to a head. Down, down I went. Zipper. Zipper. Lean forward. On your toes. Zipper. None of it made sense to the people I was passing, but I did it. If I can do that, I can do anything.

Time is ticking & I'm getting more worried. I don't know where I'm going or what's happening. The numbers are getting smaller. Expectations are getting bigger. I just don't know what to do.

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